Misi Mustahil II

Its been a year from my Misi Mustahil I. Indeed its mustahil.
Not that I’m being negative and pessimist, turn out, its Misi Gagal.


Iya, GAGAL.


I’ve let go (kinda) of my intention of pursuing my studies in my home land (I wish!) the land of Hanguk. Like I said before, if it’s not meant to be, then its not meant to be…

My (true) intetntion from the beginning is off actually. I intend to do lots of ‘benda lagha’ even BEFORE actually applying to the university. Hence, the not-regretting-the-unsent-and-unmail-scholarship-application back in 2010. ^^

Now I’m in a new mission.


MISI MENJADI PELAJAR CEMERLANG.


Yup, you read it right.

After spending almost 4 year in the (so-called) professional field, I decided it’s time to move on. A very difficult decision I tell you. Lots of consideration, thinking, praying, doa, consultation, and contemplating has been done to make this decision.

Bukan tak sayang bidang ni, tapi setelah empat tahun bergelumang dengan kerjaya ini ditambah pula dengan bebanan kerja dan penindasan yang berterusan dan majikan yang makin lama makin tak semenggah, aku rasa aku perlu melakukan perubahan untuk kelangsungan hidup masa hadapan. Dan yang paling penting, aku nak membahagiakan hidup Emak dan Ayah. Like, really really really making them proud of me. I have been letting them down for too long. It’s time to take a turn.

Aku tak pernah lupa impian menjadi seorang pelajar semula. Jadi sekarang inilah hasilnya. Aku harap permohonan aku tu diluluskan. InsyaAllah… Ameen.

So, I’m embarking on a new journey…..soon. InsyaAllah. Doakan segalanya berjalan lancar.

My hopes are high.


I NEED THOSE CHANGES.