Aku bermimpi indah semalam. Rasa seperti tidak mahu bangun dari mimpi indah itu.
Why would I want to wake up if in my dream, I have Taecyon as my boyfriend and I can fluently converse in Korean?
Iya, ini akibat menonton terlalu banyak 신 다 랠 라 언 니 sampai terbawa-bawa ke dalam mimpi. Haih!
Last week was chaotic, exhausting and laborious. Go through all painstaking detail to complete the KGSP form which lastly, I can’t submit it because they don’t accept the form by hand, they only accept the form via post only. And I was like…what the elf?
Not to mention the troubles and difficulties I have to endure in order to get the official envelope from my former lecturer. Janji nak jumpa dia pukul 8.30, sudahnya sampai 10.30 sebab jalan jammed gila, semua orang KL keluar berpesta muda-mudi kerana malam minggu esok cuti Hari Buruh. Damn!
Iya, sudahnya saya tidak menghantar Borang itu.
Setelah bung-bang-bung-bang (sound effect menunjukkan betapa chaotic nya situasi itu). Sepatutnya saya kecewa tahap gaban kerana impian saya musnah, tetapi entah mengapa saya tidak merasa marah atau furious.
Hey, if it’s not meant to be, then it’s not meant to be… right?
Mungkin aku pun dah berputus asa untuk Misi Mustahil ini, jadi aku pun redha je dengan apa yang berlaku. Mungkin ini bukan rezeki aku. Not this time, some other time. I always pray if this is my call, then the journey would be easy and smooth. Turn out, aku dah dapat tanda-tanda ini bukan rezeki aku dari awal lagi. Tapi aku je yang ignorant, tak peduli semua tanda-tanda itu. Padan muka aku. haha
Aku ada lagi 239 hari lagi untuk mencari peluang Misi Mustahil. Setakat ini Peluang Pertama (KGSP) dah terlepas. Aku ada 2 peluang lagi. Mari berusaha untuk Peluang Kedua dan Peluag Ketiga pula.
InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki akan berjaya. Doakan aku…
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
muh-last
semakin hari semakin malas mahu menulis disini.
buktinya, dah berbulan tiada entri baru...
nanti dah rajin, saya update ok? hehe
buktinya, dah berbulan tiada entri baru...
nanti dah rajin, saya update ok? hehe
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!
Yup, I don’t think it’s late to wish everyone a happy new year. May all your wishes and hope comes true this year.
New year, new resolution….. NOT!
As far as I’m concern, I never had a really specific resolution for every year. My plan was always, do your best and just go with he flow.. well at least I had 5 years planning, 10 years planning and so on… and most of it is according to plan.
Well, I think for it all depends on your rezeki. If Allah say you’re gonna get it, you’ll get it. It’s something I have no power over of. I may have to struggle to get something, but in the end, truly Allah is the one to decide whether I got it or not.
And I am thankful for what I’ve got so far. There were days that I felt unlucky and started questioning about other people position, wealth and lucky-ness but now I realize, ‘rezeki masing-masing’…those day of envies are over.
So I hope for my path for this year is easy, with some ups and down, because really, that’s the only way to learn. I think a person with easy life is boring. Where’s the fun to that right? Hehe
Nevertheless, I wish everyone a blissful year ahead…. Aja aja hwaiting!
New year, new resolution….. NOT!
As far as I’m concern, I never had a really specific resolution for every year. My plan was always, do your best and just go with he flow.. well at least I had 5 years planning, 10 years planning and so on… and most of it is according to plan.
Well, I think for it all depends on your rezeki. If Allah say you’re gonna get it, you’ll get it. It’s something I have no power over of. I may have to struggle to get something, but in the end, truly Allah is the one to decide whether I got it or not.
And I am thankful for what I’ve got so far. There were days that I felt unlucky and started questioning about other people position, wealth and lucky-ness but now I realize, ‘rezeki masing-masing’…those day of envies are over.
So I hope for my path for this year is easy, with some ups and down, because really, that’s the only way to learn. I think a person with easy life is boring. Where’s the fun to that right? Hehe
Nevertheless, I wish everyone a blissful year ahead…. Aja aja hwaiting!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Selamat Pengantin Baru Kepada Semua Kawan-Kawan Yang Baru Menikah Pada Hujung Minggu Yang Lalu
Ya, sila tanya aku soalan " Kau bila pulak?" kalau nak rasa penangan Hikmat Tunjal Jari Kelingking Dekat Dahi ....
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Soalan Cepu Perak
" Awak tak nak carik keje government ke?"
Tanya bos aku sewaktu perjalanan ke lawatan tapak.
Bos ni nak halau aku ke hapa?
Apa maknanya semua ini?
Tanya bos aku sewaktu perjalanan ke lawatan tapak.
Bos ni nak halau aku ke hapa?
Apa maknanya semua ini?
Monday, November 23, 2009
Perihal MAMA dan Cullens Bersaudara…
Last weekend was a blast! Thanks to MNet Asian Music Awards and Twillight.
Even though I didn’t quite understand what they are saying (what do you expect? Live transmission has no subtitle of course!) , I really enjoyed myself. A lot! Balik-balik dari kenduri kahwin kat kampong, dapat message dari Decky kata ada award tuh. Terus tukar channel. Dari tengok berita, tengok channel [v]. Agak terkilan sebab tak dapat tengok dari awal. Award itu mula pukul 7, aku baru tahu dalam pukul 8.30 camtu. Tapi ok jugak sebab dapat tengok performance dari G-Dragon, Kim Tae Woo.. paling best performance dari 2pm. Bak kata Decky “Walaupun tak berapa kenal + minat some of the artist, tapi the fact that we watch it live from Korea enough to excites me”. So true Decky. I so 100% totally agree with you.
Kalau dengar atau tengok Korean artist video clip, especially the one from DBSK, really make my day, sekarang mereka dah ada 2 album lepas album Volume 3, ish, bayak gila update aku tak tahu pasal mereka ni.
Memang berbaloi-baloi tengok MNet Asian Music Award tu!
*****
Malam semalam akhirnya aku dapat tengok movie yang menjadi igauan Aidah selama ini. (So lame, I know) Twillight, kisah cinta seorang vampire vegetarian… iya vegetarian sebab they don’t suck on humans blood, they feed only from animals blood.
Okaaay, disebabkan cerita and feedback dari orang lain sangat bagus tentang cerita ini, maka aku ada expectations untuk cerita ini. Tapi aku agak keciwa kerana cerita ini agak slow. Dah hujung2 cerita baru ada action. Pastu aku macam tak paham banyak benda dalam cerita ini. The handsome Edward Cullen did not manage to make me ‘flying over to the moon’. Bonus marks just for the smile though. Hehe.
Things I don’t quite understand in this movie:-
1) Is that Bella girl also a vampire or is she kinda a mixture of a werewolf and a vampire? Or is she have superpower of something?
2) The fact that their ideal way of dating is spending time looking at each others for hours until it snow. ????
3) Why does that Jacob guy appear like 0.08 percent in this movie? Is it because I already know that he’s a werewolf so I was hoping more of him in this movie?
4) The fact that vampires shine and sparkling when they are exposed to sunlight. Shouldn’t they burn or explode or something like that when exposed to sunlight?
Maybe I was so influenced by vampires like that on the Interview With Vampires, Buffy and Blade. And maybe because my ideal kind of bad boy is Deacon Frost. So I might be biased here.
Err I cannot say much negative things about this movie. Aidah might feel defensive over her Edward Cullen. Plus, she once said “Akak ni tak romanticla!”. Yep, maybe I’m not Aidah. And I also don’t believe in love-at-first-sight crap.
Maybe this movie is not my kind of romance. Perhaps I should read the books as well so that I can truly understand the conflicts and romances of this movie.
Eh, tiba-tiba emosi pulak.
Even though I didn’t quite understand what they are saying (what do you expect? Live transmission has no subtitle of course!) , I really enjoyed myself. A lot! Balik-balik dari kenduri kahwin kat kampong, dapat message dari Decky kata ada award tuh. Terus tukar channel. Dari tengok berita, tengok channel [v]. Agak terkilan sebab tak dapat tengok dari awal. Award itu mula pukul 7, aku baru tahu dalam pukul 8.30 camtu. Tapi ok jugak sebab dapat tengok performance dari G-Dragon, Kim Tae Woo.. paling best performance dari 2pm. Bak kata Decky “Walaupun tak berapa kenal + minat some of the artist, tapi the fact that we watch it live from Korea enough to excites me”. So true Decky. I so 100% totally agree with you.
Kalau dengar atau tengok Korean artist video clip, especially the one from DBSK, really make my day, sekarang mereka dah ada 2 album lepas album Volume 3, ish, bayak gila update aku tak tahu pasal mereka ni.
Memang berbaloi-baloi tengok MNet Asian Music Award tu!
*****
Malam semalam akhirnya aku dapat tengok movie yang menjadi igauan Aidah selama ini. (So lame, I know) Twillight, kisah cinta seorang vampire vegetarian… iya vegetarian sebab they don’t suck on humans blood, they feed only from animals blood.
Okaaay, disebabkan cerita and feedback dari orang lain sangat bagus tentang cerita ini, maka aku ada expectations untuk cerita ini. Tapi aku agak keciwa kerana cerita ini agak slow. Dah hujung2 cerita baru ada action. Pastu aku macam tak paham banyak benda dalam cerita ini. The handsome Edward Cullen did not manage to make me ‘flying over to the moon’. Bonus marks just for the smile though. Hehe.
Things I don’t quite understand in this movie:-
1) Is that Bella girl also a vampire or is she kinda a mixture of a werewolf and a vampire? Or is she have superpower of something?
2) The fact that their ideal way of dating is spending time looking at each others for hours until it snow. ????
3) Why does that Jacob guy appear like 0.08 percent in this movie? Is it because I already know that he’s a werewolf so I was hoping more of him in this movie?
4) The fact that vampires shine and sparkling when they are exposed to sunlight. Shouldn’t they burn or explode or something like that when exposed to sunlight?
Maybe I was so influenced by vampires like that on the Interview With Vampires, Buffy and Blade. And maybe because my ideal kind of bad boy is Deacon Frost. So I might be biased here.
Err I cannot say much negative things about this movie. Aidah might feel defensive over her Edward Cullen. Plus, she once said “Akak ni tak romanticla!”. Yep, maybe I’m not Aidah. And I also don’t believe in love-at-first-sight crap.
Maybe this movie is not my kind of romance. Perhaps I should read the books as well so that I can truly understand the conflicts and romances of this movie.
Eh, tiba-tiba emosi pulak.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Ta Da Wa
Kau pernah tak rasa tak tenang?
Macam-macam cara dah dicuba nak tenteramkan hati tapi still hati kau tak tenang jugak?
Sila beri aku solution untuk masalah aku ini.
Aku dah try baca Quran, solat sunat, tidur pun dah tapi rasa tak tenang tu tak hilang-hilang jugak. Kenapa ek?
Mungkin ini satu dugaan dan ujian aku. Sebab aku rasa, untuk tenang, calm, serene itu jugak satu nikmat dan rezeki. Sama jugak macam ability untuk hidup macam all the small-smal things yang kita selalu take for granted. Macam the ability to breathe, laugh smile….Aku anggap itu rezeki. Jadik mungkin bukan rezeki aku untuk merasa tenang.
Mungkin aku ada buat dosa dan Allah sedang membalas perbuatan aku dulu. Karma. What goes around comes around. Mungkin…
Macam-macam cara dah dicuba nak tenteramkan hati tapi still hati kau tak tenang jugak?
Sila beri aku solution untuk masalah aku ini.
Aku dah try baca Quran, solat sunat, tidur pun dah tapi rasa tak tenang tu tak hilang-hilang jugak. Kenapa ek?
Mungkin ini satu dugaan dan ujian aku. Sebab aku rasa, untuk tenang, calm, serene itu jugak satu nikmat dan rezeki. Sama jugak macam ability untuk hidup macam all the small-smal things yang kita selalu take for granted. Macam the ability to breathe, laugh smile….Aku anggap itu rezeki. Jadik mungkin bukan rezeki aku untuk merasa tenang.
Mungkin aku ada buat dosa dan Allah sedang membalas perbuatan aku dulu. Karma. What goes around comes around. Mungkin…
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Pissed-off…..again!
Pissed-off…..again! (and sad too)
I met new people when dealing with the local authority these last few days.
My oh my….
My Colleague: “ Kenalkan ini, LA office aku, Cik Atul, belum kahwin lagi nih…”
Aku: Hi, nice too meet you, saya Atul.
Dia: Saya pon ada ramai kawan badan besar ni..."
Aku: ??????
I met new people when dealing with the local authority these last few days.
My oh my….
My Colleague: “ Kenalkan ini, LA office aku, Cik Atul, belum kahwin lagi nih…”
Aku: Hi, nice too meet you, saya Atul.
Dia: Saya pon ada ramai kawan badan besar ni..."
Aku: ??????
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