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Friday, August 5, 2011

WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE?

I got another mission.

I hereby announced, the MISI MENJADI PELAJAR CEMERLANG is now aborted. not gonna happen in the mean time.
pity though. I was so keen on being a student again.

Turnout, it will (sort of) be MISI MENJADI PENSYARAH (TUTOR) CEMERLANG.
yup, you read it right. pensyarah a.k.a tutor. I will be a student's boss's instead of a student. ^^

I can't help but thinking (and doubting) myself whether I'm capable to teach. Do I have the passion and patience? What kind of tutor will I be? a cool one? kerek dan garang? Slow? poyo????

my hope is to just stay positive and anticipating this new career. in Allah's willing, with the right dua and niat, I WILL BE FINE.



AMEEN YA RABBAL ALAMEEN...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

Yup, I don’t think it’s late to wish everyone a happy new year. May all your wishes and hope comes true this year.

New year, new resolution….. NOT!

As far as I’m concern, I never had a really specific resolution for every year. My plan was always, do your best and just go with he flow.. well at least I had 5 years planning, 10 years planning and so on… and most of it is according to plan.

Well, I think for it all depends on your rezeki. If Allah say you’re gonna get it, you’ll get it. It’s something I have no power over of. I may have to struggle to get something, but in the end, truly Allah is the one to decide whether I got it or not.

And I am thankful for what I’ve got so far. There were days that I felt unlucky and started questioning about other people position, wealth and lucky-ness but now I realize, ‘rezeki masing-masing’…those day of envies are over.

So I hope for my path for this year is easy, with some ups and down, because really, that’s the only way to learn. I think a person with easy life is boring. Where’s the fun to that right? Hehe

Nevertheless, I wish everyone a blissful year ahead…. Aja aja hwaiting!

Monday, November 23, 2009

Perihal MAMA dan Cullens Bersaudara…

Last weekend was a blast! Thanks to MNet Asian Music Awards and Twillight.

Even though I didn’t quite understand what they are saying (what do you expect? Live transmission has no subtitle of course!) , I really enjoyed myself. A lot! Balik-balik dari kenduri kahwin kat kampong, dapat message dari Decky kata ada award tuh. Terus tukar channel. Dari tengok berita, tengok channel [v]. Agak terkilan sebab tak dapat tengok dari awal. Award itu mula pukul 7, aku baru tahu dalam pukul 8.30 camtu. Tapi ok jugak sebab dapat tengok performance dari G-Dragon, Kim Tae Woo.. paling best performance dari 2pm. Bak kata Decky “Walaupun tak berapa kenal + minat some of the artist, tapi the fact that we watch it live from Korea enough to excites me”. So true Decky. I so 100% totally agree with you.

Kalau dengar atau tengok Korean artist video clip, especially the one from DBSK, really make my day, sekarang mereka dah ada 2 album lepas album Volume 3, ish, bayak gila update aku tak tahu pasal mereka ni.

Memang berbaloi-baloi tengok MNet Asian Music Award tu!



*****



Malam semalam akhirnya aku dapat tengok movie yang menjadi igauan Aidah selama ini. (So lame, I know) Twillight, kisah cinta seorang vampire vegetarian… iya vegetarian sebab they don’t suck on humans blood, they feed only from animals blood.

Okaaay, disebabkan cerita and feedback dari orang lain sangat bagus tentang cerita ini, maka aku ada expectations untuk cerita ini. Tapi aku agak keciwa kerana cerita ini agak slow. Dah hujung2 cerita baru ada action. Pastu aku macam tak paham banyak benda dalam cerita ini. The handsome Edward Cullen did not manage to make me ‘flying over to the moon’. Bonus marks just for the smile though. Hehe.

Things I don’t quite understand in this movie:-
1) Is that Bella girl also a vampire or is she kinda a mixture of a werewolf and a vampire? Or is she have superpower of something?
2) The fact that their ideal way of dating is spending time looking at each others for hours until it snow. ????
3) Why does that Jacob guy appear like 0.08 percent in this movie? Is it because I already know that he’s a werewolf so I was hoping more of him in this movie?
4) The fact that vampires shine and sparkling when they are exposed to sunlight. Shouldn’t they burn or explode or something like that when exposed to sunlight?

Maybe I was so influenced by vampires like that on the Interview With Vampires, Buffy and Blade. And maybe because my ideal kind of bad boy is Deacon Frost. So I might be biased here.

Err I cannot say much negative things about this movie. Aidah might feel defensive over her Edward Cullen. Plus, she once said “Akak ni tak romanticla!”. Yep, maybe I’m not Aidah. And I also don’t believe in love-at-first-sight crap.

Maybe this movie is not my kind of romance. Perhaps I should read the books as well so that I can truly understand the conflicts and romances of this movie.

Eh, tiba-tiba emosi pulak.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Masih Mood Beraya

iya sebab belum raya lagi

ala

7+6 tu

baru 3 je








eh sempatkah?

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Berita Gumbira!

Last few days aku dapt kad undangan kahwin dari kawan aku kt Johor. pastu dapat plak kad raye dari Safi.Teruja gila dapat kad raye ek? rajin tol si Safi nganto kad raye.

Borak-borak ngan Ayah, pastu dia tanya, husband Safi orang mane, keje ape, sumer2 lah. Aku jawabla husband org melaka gak, keje engineer.

Pastu plak mak aku tanya...

"Akak nanti nak husband yg macam mane?"

Dengan slamber ayam aku jawab,

"Orang Korea."

Tros mak aku diam, yess aku berjaya menangkis soklan cepu gangsa mak aku!

konfem lepas ni dia dah tak tanya dah.
konfem impossible nak carik orang Korea wat menantu! haha


Nasibla Mak...

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya!

Perghhh.

Siriyes lame tak update blog.

Macam-macam hal dah jadik.


Semalam telah berjaya menyambut ulangtahun ke 26 dengan jayanya. Countdown pon dah abis. sedar tak sedar...
Ye trimas kepada semua individu yg telah mengucapkan “Selamat Hari Jadi” dan “Hepi Burfday” untuk saya. Ingatan kalian terhadap saya amatlah saya hargai.

Dapat urge nk tulis entry ni pas tgk channel KBSW malam tadi. Rancangan faveret dikala malam selasa, “Chit Chat of Beautiful Ladies”. Malam tadi versi spesel sebab ade guest which is male foreigner. And yes, one of them is from Malaysia. How cool was that?

And so I thought…..

One turn-off factor that I had is when one girl from China (I think), started to ask the Malaysian guy about a friend of her, which is Malaysian, which is also a Muslim. She ask the Malaysian guy (Loh I think was his name, and yes he is Chinese) if he drinks alcoholic drinks, because her Malaysian girl friend does not.

Then the guy said, his Buddhist, so its okay to drink alcohol. He also said only Muslim don’t drink alcohol. Then if you do drink, you’ll be prisoned. So everybody there make faces (muka tak puas hati) because of the Malaysian guy statement.

What the elf?

And then he also made a statement about how you’ll be sent to prison too if soldiers caught you “berduaan di dalam bilik hotel” and worst, you will be force to marry if you are caught doing that unmarried. And I was like…OMG, gila salah bagi info mamat ni.

That kind of rules only apply to Muslim la… I’m really pissed-off by his statement. You are soooo don’t have a clue about Malaysia. And there I was wondering about what kind of impression that he leaves to his fellow Korean friends. He is so wrong.

Nanti sure orang Korea takut nak datang Malaysia. Sebab nanti mesti kene tangkap kalau dok kat hotel tak kahwin lagi. Kan dah salah tu.

macam nak terang kt non-Muslim pasal mende-mende tangkap basah ni ek? lagipon, like I said before, those regulation only apply for Muslims.

klu akula yang jadik guest kt show tu sure stutter giler2 punye nak menhajwab pertanyaan itu. Alamak, nk kene mendalami lagi isu ini. Next time k?



Until then, todlooo

Friday, May 22, 2009

tagged!





macam dah berzaman tak update blog.

rupanya sudah di tag oleh aidah dan liza.

ok. kita mulakan sekarang!

Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
Ok.

2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini:

-Aidah
1: Aida adalah seorang manusia yang berkebolehan bercakap dengan laju.Mungkin 88 patah perkataan seminit.
2: Aida sedang menunggu seorang Henry Golding atau Johan "Thorpe" Abdullah untuk hadir dalam hidup beliau...
3: Beliau seorang yang outspoken.(I consider that as a good thing)
4: Beliau seorang yang kalau rasa betul, akan mempertahankan pendapat beliau sehingga ke akhirnya...(betul aida, jgn tanak ngaku)
5: Tiada manusia lain seperti Aidah.

-Liza

1: Seorang yang sangat hardworking.Saya sangat kagum dengan beliau.
2: Beliau seorang yang pandai memasak, maka beliau boleh menjadi calon isteri yang hebat.
3: Liza adalah seorang yang kerap tersusil, maka dia seorang yang kelakar.
4: Ciri-ciri lelaki idaman beliau terdapat pada Ustaz Zamri(TV9)
5: Tiada manusia lain seperti Liza.


3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya:


1. Saya adalah seorang penghidap LSE (Low Self Esteem) yang tegar.Maka saya adalah seorang yang pemalu.Benar. Saya tidak tipu.
2. Saya sangat suka menonton tv,DVD,wayang gambar dan sewaktu dengannya.Waktu senggang saya adalah waktu menonton tv.
3: Saya tidak percaya kepada cinta pandang pertama.Bagi saya, cinta pandang pertama adalah berasaskan nafsu semata-mata.
4: Saya tidak pernah jatuh cinta dan tidak pernah bercinta.(ya, agak pathetic, saya tahu)
5: Saya mendapati saya sebenarnya sudah tersalah bidang kerjaya kerana saya rasa saya tidak suka (dan tidak pandai sebenarnya) untuk mereka (design).serius.
6: Saya sangat percaya kepada hukum karma-what goes around comes around.
7: Saya ingin mempunyai sebuah rumah di tepi laut atau di tepi tasik seperti rumah didalam cerita The Lake House, The Love Letter atau Sleeping With the Enemy (ya,saya ada hajat yang besar,semua orang boleh bermimpi bukan?)
8: Saya suka mencuba sesuatu yang baru terutamanya makanan.
9: Ramai berpendapat saya adalah seorang anak nombor dua padahal saya adalah anak bongsu.Mereka berpendapat saya bukan seorang yang manja.Saya hanya bermanja kepada ahli keluarga saya sahaja.
10: Saya ingin melancong ke Norway dan Korea serta belajar berenang dan belajar menari belly dancing.



ooh sungguh seronot membuat perkara ini.



4: penerima award seterusnya:-

ermm oleh kerana saya tidak mempunyai ramai rakan-rakan didalam blogosfera ini, maka siapa-siapa yang baca entry ini telah di-tagged.

Silalah tagged orang lain pula. haha

Monday, May 4, 2009

I can dream, can’t I?

I don’t know why, but every time I’m in front or be at the nearby place of somebody of the royals or the Menteri-s I freaked out or I become somebody I’m not.







Gelabah Ayam.








Serious.




Macam masa graduation day, dapat scroll dari sultan, bile sultan tegur aku terus lupe step-step cane nak amik scroll tu.

Terus lupe pasal rehearsal.

Blank.

“Tahniah!” kata sultan,


Terkejut…terkesima…. “Ha? Oh! Terima kasih”


Ambik scroll sebelah tangan dan terus berlalu meninggalkan pentas….


Pasni kalu kene tulah tak taula…


Aku memang cepat menggelabah ayam kalu berada dekat ngan orang besar ni.
(not literally la, mind you)

cam dato’-dato’ ke tan sri-tan sri ke tun-tun ke.


Ish cane nak kawen ngan orang kaya ni?





Macam aritu nak amik gambar ngan mantan Perdana Menteri,

Dengan selamber je aku tanya “Pak Lah, nak bergambar dengan Pak Lah”


Pakkanlah Pak Lah tu sporting…klu tak kene buang negeri aku….





******




Penat shopping dengan orang yang beli barang hantaran kawen.
(orang lain yang nak kawen, bukan aku, mind you)




Abis satu kedai masuk satu kedai.


Abis satu Sogo, masuk Lot 10 plak.




Serius tak tipoo punya.




Sangat penat.








Sekarang aku macam paham perasaan ayah aku bile dia dok tunggu aku ngan mak aku p shopping.


cam insaf sikit...

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Me Likey!

I Boy Band!

Ayat trademark En. Ampang.

Well, so does me.

Aku dulu memang Pencinta Boyband.

Backstreet Boys….N’sync….911….Code Red…98 Degrees…

The Boyz…5ive…Ultra….Boyzone….

semua yang ada perkataan boy lah aku suka.


Apadia ? tak pernah dengar?


Hanya Pencinta Boyband Sejati macam aku je yang tahu pasal kewujudan band-band ini.


Album pertama yang aku beli ialah album Melting Pot oleh Boyzone. Ketika di Tingkatan 1.Beli guna duit scholar tu….

Obsesi aku terhadap boybands ini bukan setakat membeli album mereka sahaja, malah poster-poster gergasi mereka turut menghiasi bilik tidur aku.

Dan gambar-gambar mereka juga berada di hadapan Buku Teks Matematik Tambahan, Buku Log, Buku Teks Sejarah…

Maklumlah time sekolah bajet cool lah suka artis omputih…

Sampaikan Cikgu Matematik Tambahan aku. Mr Leong juga menegur,

“Who’s this? Wah! good looking aa? Muka dia macam muka I masa muda laa..”

Satu kelas gelakkan aku tau!

Maluuuu…

Adoiyai


Tiba-tiba terkenang kembali perihal boyband ni bile balik dari Pantai Timur itu hari.
Perjalanan yang jauh +penat tu jadi seronok dan fun sebab kami dok karaoke dalam kereta. Lagu kegemaran, mestilah lagu-lagu dendangan Backstreet Boys….

(yep, aku tahu kau tengah tahan gelak kan?…takpe aku faham…)

aktiviti men-translate lagu BSB juga sangat seronot.

Lagu paling best, mestilah lagu I Want It That Way…


Jom!


You are..my fire

Kaulah..apiku..

The one…desire

Yangku idamkan

Believe…when I say..

Percaya, Bilaku kata…

I want it that way..

Aku nak macam itu…

Seronok kan?


Mesti ketawa terbahak-bahak punyalah…


Owh yes,
Lagu yang menjadi all time faveret mestila dari En Brian Thomas Littrel
That’s What She Said.
Kaji dan study la lirik ini.
Sungguh mendalam maksudnya…



That's What She Said

There are people who
Say what you wanna hear
Even on a rainy day
They'll tell you the sky is clear
When you really really love someone
And a right to say
That you want them near
And if you can't even tell
Them things that they wanna hear

Chorus
Always forever
All the things she said
Never say never
Those simple lies that she made
I will never leave you
All the love I thought she had
But can you blame me no
Mmmm cuz that's what she said
That's what she said
She told me we'd see forever
That's what she said
She said yeah

And there are people who
Say what they really mean
She said she'd always be there
She said she'd always care
But just when you think that
You can trust that someone in love
Tell me what do you know
How stars can fall from above

Chorus

Cuz you made promises
That you couldn't keep
But your not hurting yourself
You're only hurting me
Why would you say things that
You really you didn't mean
Oh how can I make you see
Just what you did to me

You said how much
You really cared
Just when I thought I was in love
Girl how could you do it
If I were you I could not
Lie even once
To the face of the one
That I love so much

Chorus

Friday, October 10, 2008

After Raya...

Raya tahun ni macam biasa je.
Takde apa yg menarik kecuali tahun ni beraya kt Telu Batik. tapi nak mandi laut tak dapat sebab ombak besar sangat. Siot tol ar. Aku ngan Angah dah semangat gila nak mandi laut.

Anak buah aku siap kene obor-obor lagi. Habis terkeruk-keruk satu badan. kesian...
Tulah mak dah soh naik taknak, ha kan dh kene gatal-gatal..

Tahun ni rata-rata mengatakan raya kurang meriah berbanding tahun lepas.
Aku pun tak sure kenapa.

Dan seperti biasa, asal lepas raya je ramai yang nak kahwin.

Ade sorang kawan, se-clique masa Matrix dulu sudah mau kawen.
Finally, she found her soulmate.
Budak sorang ni dikenali dalam member-member se-clique kami sebagai seorang yang high taste.
haha

orait Pink.

Selamat Pengantin Baru!
InsyaAllah kalau takda aral melintang sampailah aku ke umahmu itu...

Friday, August 22, 2008

Statik Statistik

Dah lama tak update blog ini.

Tiada idea yang bernas dan nafsu baru untuk di lampiaskan disini.

Setakat cerita tentang hidup aku yang plain okay ni..memang plain okay lah.

Hambar.

Malar.

Statik.



Rutin harian bermula seawal 6.30 pagi.

Bangun.

Solat.

Iron baju.

Mandi.

Sarapan.

Pergi Kerja Kejar Komuter.

Buk bak buk bak kat office.

5.30-6.00 balik (waktu balik bergantung kepada tahap ke-urgent-an kerja-kerja).

Tunggu Komuter.

6.15-7.00 sampai rumah.

Mandi.

Makan.

Solat.

Menonton peti televisyen.

11.30-12.00 tidur.

Begitulah seterusnya.



Hanya pada waktu hujung minggu je boleh nak bersuka-ria.

Keluar beronggeng bersama-sama rakan-rakan yang sama status
(sebab kalau tak sama status, hujung minggu mereka diluangkan untuk ngedate atau Masa Berkualiti bersama suami)



Cuma untuk weekends sebulan dua ni, hujung minggu dipenuhi dengan undangan walimatul urus.

Asal weekend, ada orang kahwin.
Asal orang kahwin je, weekend.





And yes,

Don’t even think about it!

I know you are going to ask,

‘Kau bila nak kahwin?’


untuk kesejuta kalinya aku jawab,

AKU TAK TAHUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!



Ehem.




Berbalik kepada persoalan statik-statistik tadi.

Baru-baru ini,hujung minggu dihabiskan di Terengganu.

Rakan se-Tempat Belajar berkahwin.

Hanya kami berlima yang mewakili Rakan-Rakan Sekelas untuk ke kenduri Kaker.
Aku, Cik Kota Damansara, Cik Sri Gombak dan seorang driver, En. Ampang bersama co-driver yang banyak-tidur-dari-memandu En Sentul.

Trip yang penat tetapi meriangkan.

Dan ya, trip yang menggelapkan kulit.

Maklumlah kala tengahari buta bersiar-siar di tepi pantai.

Selepas itu, menangkap gambar aksi lompat-melompat-di-tepi-pantai.

Dan seperti biasa, Makcik-makcik Bertudung Labuh dan Pakcik-pakcik Bersongkok Putih memandang serong kapada kami.

Berapa darjah tahap kecondongan pandangan serong Makcik-makcik Bertudung Labuh dan Pakcik-pakcik Bersongkok Putih terhadap kami, tidak pula diketahui.



Kami memang Attention Seeker!



Terima kasih kepada Cik Kota Damansara, Cik Sri Gombak, En Ampang dan En Sentul untuk Hujung Minggu yang Meriangkan!

Monday, July 21, 2008

PREDILECTION

One Word


TAEMIN!


Budak cute yang ku kenali malam tadi.
(Well, not in person of course)

Dan yang paling tak sangka sekali, budak tu itu baru berumur 16 tahun!

He’s so talented, cute and loveable….

I fell head over heels for him…

Mau pengsan kalau jumpa face-to face!

Tak pun menjerit-jerit macam kena histeria.




Eh! Wait seminit!


Apa dia?

16?

Isn’t he’s too young for your liking?

Eh?

Iya tak iya jugak ek?

Eh?

Aku ada masalah ke?

Sebab suka kat budak yang lagi muda dari aku.

Which bring me to the matter of age difference in a relationship.

I’ve always tak kisah if I my partner is actually younger than me.
Cinta tak kenal usia.
But, most women are skeptical about dating or marrying a person younger than them.
Men who are younger than you are tend to be less mature than you are. That’s what they think. Which is true….sometime.


Berusia tak semestinya matang.
Muda tak semestinya tak matang.

For me, if he knows how to treat me well, understand me, and most important of all, know how to make the right decision, then I don’t mind the age gap at all!

A friend once asked me.

“Serius kau tak kisah?”

“ Tak. Janji dia lagi matured dari akulah.”

“ Eii…lelaki selagi tak umur 30 takdanya yang matang!”

“Ada!.Aku pernah jumpa. Dia dah kahwin dah pun. Masa dia kahwin tu umur dia baru 22. Wife dia masa tu umur 24.”

Dia, terdiam.

Ha, baru tau!

5 orang kawan aku lahir dari emak yang lagi tua dari ayahnya. Dan kesemua adik-beradiknya berjaya ke menara gading. Bak kata ayah aku.

“Anak Che Din tu semua pandai-pandai. Semua masuk u.”

Terbukti, wanita boleh bersuamikan lelaki yang lebih muda dari mereka. Malah, institusi keluarga yang dibina ternyata berjaya dan efektif.

Jadi, lepas ni jangan salahkan aku kalau tiba-tiba saham Adik-Adik tu bertambah tinggi dari biasa….

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Tumpang Gembiraa...

I called one of my closest friends just now.
Just to say hello.
I haven’t seen her for quite some time now.
Kinda missed her.

Borak punya borak dia tiba-tiba sebut tentang satu perkara…
Yang aku tak sangka gila…
I was…..astonished!









“I’m getting married…” she said.

A moment of silence.




“I’m sorry, what?

“Aku tengah prepare nak kahwin ni..” she said again.

“What? Betul ke? Dengan siapa? Bila?”


She than explained and story everything about what happening to her life right now.
Turn out it was kinda arranged marriage. But she is totally fine with it. Dia cakap inilah jodoh.



Wow! (masih lagi terkejut)



After sometime I asked her back..

“Kau sukalah kat dia?”

“Suka!. Dia sangat matang dan berkarisma.Masa fisrt time jumpa dia aku rasa macam kitaorang dah kenal lama…”


Borak-borak, cerita-cerita lagi pasal dia...


“So this is it? You are sure that he’s the one? That he’s your soul mate?”


Tanpa sebarang rasa ragu-ragu dia jawab..

“Ha’ah. I’m sure.”

Wow!




...
...

Wow





...
...
...

I mean….wow!






I still can’t believe it!








I know she deserves it.
She had been through all kind of pain and suffering.
Her father passed away on the year of her SPM exam.
Her younger brother died of a road accident.
She had lost her older brother on the hectic time of Thesis.
Her older sister moved away from home never to have any connection with her and her whole family because her family thinks she married the wrong man.
And having the hardest thing to do is when she has to let go of her dream of becoming a lecturer because she had to come home and take care of her sick mother.


Mulianya hati kau.
Semulia nama kau.
Suci, Sacred.
That’s what you are.


Bijak tindakan kau meninggalkan impianmu menjadi seorang Pensyarah. (or so-called)
Sebab aku tahu kau susah nak survive kat situ.
Kat tempat kita belajar dulu.
Dengan ‘politik jabatan’ yang macam haram tu.
Kau dan aku sama-sama tak punya kipas atau air-cond untuk mengipas Orang Atasan di jabatan kita itu.
Biarlah Dia-Itu terjun dengan labu-labunya…



Trust me my dear,
You made the right choice leaving The Department.
Otherwise you wouldn’t meet you Mr. Future Husband kan?
I’m so happy for you dear.
I really do.