Refleksi Diri.. Renung-renungkan & Selamat Beramal!

aku baru perasan baru-baru ni bahawa aku suka akan lagu ini...



Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really amB
ut you'll never know me
Every dayIt's as if I play a part
Now I seeIf I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection showWho I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe inBut somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret meI'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that
I'mSomeone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?



movie ni pon agak best.
setelah sekian lama baru aku dapat tengok, sungguh oudated aku ini...

Me Likey!

I Boy Band!

Ayat trademark En. Ampang.

Well, so does me.

Aku dulu memang Pencinta Boyband.

Backstreet Boys….N’sync….911….Code Red…98 Degrees…

The Boyz…5ive…Ultra….Boyzone….

semua yang ada perkataan boy lah aku suka.


Apadia ? tak pernah dengar?


Hanya Pencinta Boyband Sejati macam aku je yang tahu pasal kewujudan band-band ini.


Album pertama yang aku beli ialah album Melting Pot oleh Boyzone. Ketika di Tingkatan 1.Beli guna duit scholar tu….

Obsesi aku terhadap boybands ini bukan setakat membeli album mereka sahaja, malah poster-poster gergasi mereka turut menghiasi bilik tidur aku.

Dan gambar-gambar mereka juga berada di hadapan Buku Teks Matematik Tambahan, Buku Log, Buku Teks Sejarah…

Maklumlah time sekolah bajet cool lah suka artis omputih…

Sampaikan Cikgu Matematik Tambahan aku. Mr Leong juga menegur,

“Who’s this? Wah! good looking aa? Muka dia macam muka I masa muda laa..”

Satu kelas gelakkan aku tau!

Maluuuu…

Adoiyai


Tiba-tiba terkenang kembali perihal boyband ni bile balik dari Pantai Timur itu hari.
Perjalanan yang jauh +penat tu jadi seronok dan fun sebab kami dok karaoke dalam kereta. Lagu kegemaran, mestilah lagu-lagu dendangan Backstreet Boys….

(yep, aku tahu kau tengah tahan gelak kan?…takpe aku faham…)

aktiviti men-translate lagu BSB juga sangat seronot.

Lagu paling best, mestilah lagu I Want It That Way…


Jom!


You are..my fire

Kaulah..apiku..

The one…desire

Yangku idamkan

Believe…when I say..

Percaya, Bilaku kata…

I want it that way..

Aku nak macam itu…

Seronok kan?


Mesti ketawa terbahak-bahak punyalah…


Owh yes,
Lagu yang menjadi all time faveret mestila dari En Brian Thomas Littrel
That’s What She Said.
Kaji dan study la lirik ini.
Sungguh mendalam maksudnya…



That's What She Said

There are people who
Say what you wanna hear
Even on a rainy day
They'll tell you the sky is clear
When you really really love someone
And a right to say
That you want them near
And if you can't even tell
Them things that they wanna hear

Chorus
Always forever
All the things she said
Never say never
Those simple lies that she made
I will never leave you
All the love I thought she had
But can you blame me no
Mmmm cuz that's what she said
That's what she said
She told me we'd see forever
That's what she said
She said yeah

And there are people who
Say what they really mean
She said she'd always be there
She said she'd always care
But just when you think that
You can trust that someone in love
Tell me what do you know
How stars can fall from above

Chorus

Cuz you made promises
That you couldn't keep
But your not hurting yourself
You're only hurting me
Why would you say things that
You really you didn't mean
Oh how can I make you see
Just what you did to me

You said how much
You really cared
Just when I thought I was in love
Girl how could you do it
If I were you I could not
Lie even once
To the face of the one
That I love so much

Chorus

A Friend In Need Is A Friend Indeed...

People said good times should be shared…
I say …true…

But what about sad, unhappy times?
Would you stick around your friends if they got problems?
Would you be the shoulder to cry on?















I would…
And I did…














But looking back when I was in the Alma meter, I would consider myself as not having many close friend that I can turn to if I got problems. Should that be a problem? Entahla…

I guess it’s me that not very comfortable sharing my problem with my friends…
It’s not them….they did offer to help…ye ke?…

I think there’s only one person that I never could lie to her. She will knew everytime if I got problems or not… I consider her as my best friend…I didn’t know if she ever felt the way I do.... Thanks Bumblebee… you know who you are…

Bumblebee was my roommate back in matric. Actually she lives next to my room when I was in my first year in matric. We choose to be roommate when we were in second year. I was known to her and all her roommates as ‘budak tak mau senyum’…well my facial expression does look garang sometimes…(ok all the time…that’s what people said la..for me its my natural look..heh)…

Jadi, pada suatu hari yang cerah, aku yang dalam perjalanan nak pergi tandas terserempaklah dengan si Bumblebee ni… agaknya moodku baik hari itu, jadi aku pun senyumlah kat minah Bumblebee ni.
Rupa-rupanya sampai jer kat dalam bilik si Bumblebee ni cerita kat satu bilik…

“weh korang tau tak..tadi budak sebelah tu senyum kat aku ..”
“ye ke? Serius? Mood dia baiklah tu..”

So, since that very day, aku pun berkawan baik dengan seluruh roommate Bumblebee itu…
Sampailah sekarang...




So people, smile a lot..
A smile can brighten up your day…


Senyum seindah suria
Yang membawa cahaya
Senyumlah dari hati
Duniamu berseri

Senyum umpama titian
Dalam kehidupan
Kau tersenyum ku tersenyum
Kemesraan menguntum…

Senyum seindah suria
Yang membawa cahya
Senyumlah dari hati
Duniamu berseri

Senyum umpama titian
Dalam kehidupan
Kau tersenyum ku tersenyum
Kemesraan menguntum

Senyum... kepada semua
Senyumanmu amatlah berharga
Senyum... membahagiakan
Dengan senyuman terjalinlah
Ikatan...