I got another mission.
I hereby announced, the MISI MENJADI PELAJAR CEMERLANG is now aborted. not gonna happen in the mean time.
pity though. I was so keen on being a student again.
Turnout, it will (sort of) be MISI MENJADI PENSYARAH (TUTOR) CEMERLANG.
yup, you read it right. pensyarah a.k.a tutor. I will be a student's boss's instead of a student. ^^
I can't help but thinking (and doubting) myself whether I'm capable to teach. Do I have the passion and patience? What kind of tutor will I be? a cool one? kerek dan garang? Slow? poyo????
my hope is to just stay positive and anticipating this new career. in Allah's willing, with the right dua and niat, I WILL BE FINE.
AMEEN YA RABBAL ALAMEEN...
Friday, August 5, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
WAKE UP! *slaps self*
the title pretty much sums up everything....
Last Sunday, my friends and I went to the famous The Pavilion KL. We went hunting for the Red Velvet Cake. My friend mengidam, and no she's not pregnant. neither do I.
(yerp, its my first time there, pathetic isn't it? ^^)
OMONA! for a moment, I don't feel like I'm in Malaysia. Seriously. Like I'm in Paris or something. and I noticed the frequent users there. MOSTLY TEENAGERS. Which give me a freak because then I realized something.
They are all my eye candies! I love staring at them. They reminds me of all the 짱남자 I've seen in K-Drama. oh wait, what??? 짱남자????
OMO! mereka ada di sini???
Betulkah apa yang aku lihat ini?
Aku tidak bermimpi bukan??
tetapi haruslah mereka tak pandang akak disini kan?
mestilah mereka mahu stok-stok seperti Girls Generation mahupun Wonder Girls, 2NE1, 4Minute dan juga Sistar bukan???
*Lempang diri sendiri*
Makanya telah lah aku sedari, bahawa aku memang TAK la nak cekau that kind of 남자 kan?
memang TAK la that kind of 남자 interested kat kau kan?? hahahahaha
Sila lah sedar diri ye Cik Shazi oi!!
kembali ke Alam Nyata.
(iye saya sudah sedar diri)
Last Sunday, my friends and I went to the famous The Pavilion KL. We went hunting for the Red Velvet Cake. My friend mengidam, and no she's not pregnant. neither do I.
(yerp, its my first time there, pathetic isn't it? ^^)
OMONA! for a moment, I don't feel like I'm in Malaysia. Seriously. Like I'm in Paris or something. and I noticed the frequent users there. MOSTLY TEENAGERS. Which give me a freak because then I realized something.
They are all my eye candies! I love staring at them. They reminds me of all the 짱남자 I've seen in K-Drama. oh wait, what??? 짱남자????
OMO! mereka ada di sini???
Betulkah apa yang aku lihat ini?
Aku tidak bermimpi bukan??
tetapi haruslah mereka tak pandang akak disini kan?
mestilah mereka mahu stok-stok seperti Girls Generation mahupun Wonder Girls, 2NE1, 4Minute dan juga Sistar bukan???
*Lempang diri sendiri*
Makanya telah lah aku sedari, bahawa aku memang TAK la nak cekau that kind of 남자 kan?
memang TAK la that kind of 남자 interested kat kau kan?? hahahahaha
Sila lah sedar diri ye Cik Shazi oi!!
kembali ke Alam Nyata.
(iye saya sudah sedar diri)
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Misi Mustahil II
Its been a year from my Misi Mustahil I. Indeed its mustahil.
Not that I’m being negative and pessimist, turn out, its Misi Gagal.
Iya, GAGAL.
I’ve let go (kinda) of my intention of pursuing my studies in my home land (I wish!) the land of Hanguk. Like I said before, if it’s not meant to be, then its not meant to be…
My (true) intetntion from the beginning is off actually. I intend to do lots of ‘benda lagha’ even BEFORE actually applying to the university. Hence, the not-regretting-the-unsent-and-unmail-scholarship-application back in 2010. ^^
Now I’m in a new mission.
MISI MENJADI PELAJAR CEMERLANG.
Yup, you read it right.
After spending almost 4 year in the (so-called) professional field, I decided it’s time to move on. A very difficult decision I tell you. Lots of consideration, thinking, praying, doa, consultation, and contemplating has been done to make this decision.
Bukan tak sayang bidang ni, tapi setelah empat tahun bergelumang dengan kerjaya ini ditambah pula dengan bebanan kerja dan penindasan yang berterusan dan majikan yang makin lama makin tak semenggah, aku rasa aku perlu melakukan perubahan untuk kelangsungan hidup masa hadapan. Dan yang paling penting, aku nak membahagiakan hidup Emak dan Ayah. Like, really really really making them proud of me. I have been letting them down for too long. It’s time to take a turn.
Aku tak pernah lupa impian menjadi seorang pelajar semula. Jadi sekarang inilah hasilnya. Aku harap permohonan aku tu diluluskan. InsyaAllah… Ameen.
So, I’m embarking on a new journey…..soon. InsyaAllah. Doakan segalanya berjalan lancar.
My hopes are high.
I NEED THOSE CHANGES.
Not that I’m being negative and pessimist, turn out, its Misi Gagal.
Iya, GAGAL.
I’ve let go (kinda) of my intention of pursuing my studies in my home land (I wish!) the land of Hanguk. Like I said before, if it’s not meant to be, then its not meant to be…
My (true) intetntion from the beginning is off actually. I intend to do lots of ‘benda lagha’ even BEFORE actually applying to the university. Hence, the not-regretting-the-unsent-and-unmail-scholarship-application back in 2010. ^^
Now I’m in a new mission.
MISI MENJADI PELAJAR CEMERLANG.
Yup, you read it right.
After spending almost 4 year in the (so-called) professional field, I decided it’s time to move on. A very difficult decision I tell you. Lots of consideration, thinking, praying, doa, consultation, and contemplating has been done to make this decision.
Bukan tak sayang bidang ni, tapi setelah empat tahun bergelumang dengan kerjaya ini ditambah pula dengan bebanan kerja dan penindasan yang berterusan dan majikan yang makin lama makin tak semenggah, aku rasa aku perlu melakukan perubahan untuk kelangsungan hidup masa hadapan. Dan yang paling penting, aku nak membahagiakan hidup Emak dan Ayah. Like, really really really making them proud of me. I have been letting them down for too long. It’s time to take a turn.
Aku tak pernah lupa impian menjadi seorang pelajar semula. Jadi sekarang inilah hasilnya. Aku harap permohonan aku tu diluluskan. InsyaAllah… Ameen.
So, I’m embarking on a new journey…..soon. InsyaAllah. Doakan segalanya berjalan lancar.
My hopes are high.
I NEED THOSE CHANGES.
Friday, April 29, 2011
DISCLAIMER
we Virgos, keep things in our heart. Concealed perfectly.
Okay.
That explains why this blog hasn't been updated.
Yeah. I'd blame it on my horoscope sign.
Okay.
That explains why this blog hasn't been updated.
Yeah. I'd blame it on my horoscope sign.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
OBVIOUS dowh...
Hello there,
It's been ages since the last time I'm here. For writing.
[iya, kerana saya sudah bertwitter yang lebih mudah dengan hanya 140 aksara sahaja, Bila berblogging saya perlu membuat karangan, maka saya malas =)]
Just keep peeking it, but no. No new entry. The result? my entry for last year is less than 10, 6 to be exact.
(nampak sangat saya ni malas)
reading other blogs I from friends, colleagues, strangers, made me realized, other people life is not what it seems. and made me very thankful indeed.
So thank you (yes, you) for reminding me of that. I keep complaining about things, keep wanting more rather than be happy for what I have.
may tomorrow be better than today. InsyaAllah.
It's been ages since the last time I'm here. For writing.
[iya, kerana saya sudah bertwitter yang lebih mudah dengan hanya 140 aksara sahaja, Bila berblogging saya perlu membuat karangan, maka saya malas =)]
Just keep peeking it, but no. No new entry. The result? my entry for last year is less than 10, 6 to be exact.
(nampak sangat saya ni malas)
reading other blogs I from friends, colleagues, strangers, made me realized, other people life is not what it seems. and made me very thankful indeed.
So thank you (yes, you) for reminding me of that. I keep complaining about things, keep wanting more rather than be happy for what I have.
may tomorrow be better than today. InsyaAllah.
Friday, December 17, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Coffee Anyone?
Aku bermimpi indah semalam. Rasa seperti tidak mahu bangun dari mimpi indah itu.
Why would I want to wake up if in my dream, I have Taecyon as my boyfriend and I can fluently converse in Korean?
Iya, ini akibat menonton terlalu banyak 신 다 랠 라 언 니 sampai terbawa-bawa ke dalam mimpi. Haih!
Last week was chaotic, exhausting and laborious. Go through all painstaking detail to complete the KGSP form which lastly, I can’t submit it because they don’t accept the form by hand, they only accept the form via post only. And I was like…what the elf?
Not to mention the troubles and difficulties I have to endure in order to get the official envelope from my former lecturer. Janji nak jumpa dia pukul 8.30, sudahnya sampai 10.30 sebab jalan jammed gila, semua orang KL keluar berpesta muda-mudi kerana malam minggu esok cuti Hari Buruh. Damn!
Iya, sudahnya saya tidak menghantar Borang itu.
Setelah bung-bang-bung-bang (sound effect menunjukkan betapa chaotic nya situasi itu). Sepatutnya saya kecewa tahap gaban kerana impian saya musnah, tetapi entah mengapa saya tidak merasa marah atau furious.
Hey, if it’s not meant to be, then it’s not meant to be… right?
Mungkin aku pun dah berputus asa untuk Misi Mustahil ini, jadi aku pun redha je dengan apa yang berlaku. Mungkin ini bukan rezeki aku. Not this time, some other time. I always pray if this is my call, then the journey would be easy and smooth. Turn out, aku dah dapat tanda-tanda ini bukan rezeki aku dari awal lagi. Tapi aku je yang ignorant, tak peduli semua tanda-tanda itu. Padan muka aku. haha
Aku ada lagi 239 hari lagi untuk mencari peluang Misi Mustahil. Setakat ini Peluang Pertama (KGSP) dah terlepas. Aku ada 2 peluang lagi. Mari berusaha untuk Peluang Kedua dan Peluag Ketiga pula.
InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki akan berjaya. Doakan aku…
Why would I want to wake up if in my dream, I have Taecyon as my boyfriend and I can fluently converse in Korean?
Iya, ini akibat menonton terlalu banyak 신 다 랠 라 언 니 sampai terbawa-bawa ke dalam mimpi. Haih!
Last week was chaotic, exhausting and laborious. Go through all painstaking detail to complete the KGSP form which lastly, I can’t submit it because they don’t accept the form by hand, they only accept the form via post only. And I was like…what the elf?
Not to mention the troubles and difficulties I have to endure in order to get the official envelope from my former lecturer. Janji nak jumpa dia pukul 8.30, sudahnya sampai 10.30 sebab jalan jammed gila, semua orang KL keluar berpesta muda-mudi kerana malam minggu esok cuti Hari Buruh. Damn!
Iya, sudahnya saya tidak menghantar Borang itu.
Setelah bung-bang-bung-bang (sound effect menunjukkan betapa chaotic nya situasi itu). Sepatutnya saya kecewa tahap gaban kerana impian saya musnah, tetapi entah mengapa saya tidak merasa marah atau furious.
Hey, if it’s not meant to be, then it’s not meant to be… right?
Mungkin aku pun dah berputus asa untuk Misi Mustahil ini, jadi aku pun redha je dengan apa yang berlaku. Mungkin ini bukan rezeki aku. Not this time, some other time. I always pray if this is my call, then the journey would be easy and smooth. Turn out, aku dah dapat tanda-tanda ini bukan rezeki aku dari awal lagi. Tapi aku je yang ignorant, tak peduli semua tanda-tanda itu. Padan muka aku. haha
Aku ada lagi 239 hari lagi untuk mencari peluang Misi Mustahil. Setakat ini Peluang Pertama (KGSP) dah terlepas. Aku ada 2 peluang lagi. Mari berusaha untuk Peluang Kedua dan Peluag Ketiga pula.
InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki akan berjaya. Doakan aku…
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
muh-last
semakin hari semakin malas mahu menulis disini.
buktinya, dah berbulan tiada entri baru...
nanti dah rajin, saya update ok? hehe
buktinya, dah berbulan tiada entri baru...
nanti dah rajin, saya update ok? hehe
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
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